while everything seems to be perfect
i found something really shocked me.
i dare not to believe it.. it failed my expectation so much
pls tell me that was merely a joke, a mistake, a misunderstanding or sth else.. just not to be the turth!
i prayed for the right decision for the whole morning..
i wished everything would still be fine..
Les miserable.. cant keep with my lesson anymore..
tell me you love me.. tell me i was/am/will be the only one